Memorial Day 2011

The more I think of the title of my blog, "Hearts and Windmills" I see distinct parts. Hearts are the joy filled moments of love and life. Windmills take time and effort and take a lot of patience, they are the crosses and struggles. My fertility seems to fall in the windmill category a lot more often then I would like, hoping I can switch that mindset in the future.  I decided that this post needed to be focused on the positive. Not perfect cycles with no pregnancy in sight nor the sorrow of starting a new cycle once again.

So the good things are that Miriam is getting so BIG!!!! She will be a year on June 19th, and I am diligently planning her cupcake themed birthday bash in the park! Hollywood stars eat your heart out! You have nothing on this "momarazzi." Lol.

Even through the disappointment of a new cycle, I was looking at my post pregnancy charts and my cycles look GOOD! Really good, so we are praying that it is only a matter of time. 3 months or 3 years, it's in God's hands, we just have to put in the effort...and we are!

Today is Memorial Day and we want to thank the men and women who have served and honor those who died keeping us free! Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

We will be going to a BBQ this afternoon and Miriam had a blast at the park this morning.

I will leave you with the reason why I want a large family and why not getting pregnant easily is so heartbreaking. I want more bundles of joy!!!! Miriam makes me want to have 10 kids!

Andrea